I had trouble going to sleep last night. Partially because my love wasn't there.
I feel a little odd cuddling with Mom now. Its not bad but last night it was weird. It definitely isn't the same. In times of support I see it being helpful.
But otherwise its just...
Not what I need.
Especially since I couldn't figure out how to tell Mom I just didn't really want to be touched.
I mean part of snoozing next to my lovely is that most of our snuggles were deliberate actions before sleep or after waking. For the most part I think we snoozed independently but side by side.
So today is a short shift. But tomorrow is a 13 hour shift. Ow.
A bit sleepy. Made an RP Blog for Mary from Saved! Which is Mean Girls with a crisis of faith and a teenage pregnancy. But far better.
You should look it up. Baby Jena Malone is adorable.
I want to outline stuff. Maybe write. But I don't think that is going to happen for a bit.
Also apparently my land lady thinks I could abandon my hamsters to uncertain fates. Which is ridiculous. If I could she would no longer be my land lady.
Hoping to book a flight to see my love in February. Until then, off to Classifieds.
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